" I am my own miracle, my own hero "

I was once was a girl with dreams, smiles, a loved one, and a life. The day my worst enemy took my life away was two years ago, it switched my mind around and made me throw my lunch in the garbage forever. My ethnic backround cherished food, but i despised it and wanted nothing to do with it. I became a different person.. the life i knew i had, i thought was gone.. just like i would be gone from this earth one day. Everything was so far away and i was disappearing. I could not stay strong and could not stand up. I would wake up in the mornings holding a mirror and seeing a reflection of sores on my spine and bones. I didn't think they were showing enough, this evil curse took over my mind for two years. I was a ghost, i had a flushed face, frail hair and a family that was hurting. Nothing in the world could help me until one day i broke down into nothing i was dust on the ground lifeless, and weightless. Weighing 95 pounds from 130 was a breaking point, i thought how did i lose that weight in less then 2 months? I need to lose "weigh" more!! It was killing me to see a space between my legs only 2 inches apart. I lost it all..my first love, my friends, family, and the most important thing that god needs you to protect and cherish.. my life. People tell you to defend your life and fight for it, but i was fighting with it and was wasting it away before i could blink. I held on the day i thought it was over, i held on i will never let go because i'm a daughter someone's little girl, a student, a grandchild, and a sister. People would kill for a life like this, why was i willing to give it away to the devil? Well i didn't i cried in my mother's arms, i was so far away from her heart and needed to come back. I still wake up going what can i do to fix this..? Well truth is i can't i need to embrace it and remember " I'am my own miracle, my own hero " i want to be that for someone els too. Never let go because the day you do there is no coming back.